Jody QW blog.

love your smile, like totally.

2011-05-05T20:58:00.004+08:00

NYVB GIRLS TEAM, ROCK ON ! \W/

Hey people, oh crap im seriously in a HOLIDAY mood right now, and uh uh thats not cool, totally.
hahahaa, hopefully after my season i will concentrate on studying, hahaha hopefully uh .
but most likely i will force myself to, hehe if not i shall ask people to force me :)

Today was awesome.
Not sure why is it so awesome, but somehow i feel that today is quite an awesome day !
ahh... gonna catch up with my work, hehe, bye people!

Affected

2011-05-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

Ah, feel so troubled now.
Seriously feel like a weakling cause im always so affected by stuff even when i really tried very hard not to.
Things just came into me naturally, urgh.

i need to get away for awhile, bye.

Night breeze

2011-04-30T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hey people, a div is coming to an end, we're in the semi finals ! :)
NYVB, YOU GUYS AND GIRLS ARE AWESOME ! im serious.
anyway has been missing lessons like free, cause of a div.
On one hand im really scared that i'll lag behind but on the other hand... im pretty glad that i can get away for awhile .
Ah, shit i feel like a ultimate slacker damn it ! hahaha!

Pretty look forward to may , cause finals will be at the earlier part of may and mabel is coming back on my birthday, AWESOME ! HAHAHA!
hmmm... Hope hannah get well soon uh, haha her virgin ankle is gone hehe, take care uh my dear^^
fly like you never did before, love like you've never been hurt before.
bye, heheh... thanks.

2011-04-27T19:55:00.002+08:00

i guess nobody is reading my blog anymore, oh crap.
so yeah, life pretty much sucks for me nowadays except for my competition.
im lagging behind in everything, im losing things that i dont want to .
Just hope i'll be able to catch up after my competition, hmmm...
yeah i can do it, just hope you'll be here to support and lend me lean when i need a rest.
lol, okay should not think about all this.
urgh, cant find my gp article HOWWW??!!
:(

2011-04-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

Its been long since i posted pictures on my posts man ! hahahah!
i wonder if is there still anyone reading my blog :O hahaha!

Adiv currently going on now, went to URA today ^^ hahahaa!
DAMN FUN ^^ HEHEHEE!
its been SUPPPERRRRR LONGGGGGG since i had fun :) hahahahaha!
Adiv was alright, hope everything will go smoothly :)

Kinda unglam, but really hope everyday we can be as happy as this ! ^^

bye, smile people.

2011-04-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

Its been almost two weeks since i last blogged, nothing much actually. i flunked my block test \
(damn it!), im really demoralised by it, but oh well gonna buck up cause i promised myself that i will not fail anything for my MYE ^^ which, the timetable is out OMGG...

A div is the on going thing now, nothing special actually. However, training was a totally different thing, training was hardcore and it'll still be OH GOOOSSSHHH... HAHAHA!

Found out quite a couple of things nowadays, irritated by somethings too.. oh gosh i swear i couldnt stand the cold. *SHIVER*
Found a new way to brighten up my own days but it seems so *stick out tongue* now.
so yeaaah, i think i should start learning from hannah, sheila and mabel and go on a twitter rehabb ~
ahh..... gonna sleep now damn tired.
goodnight people.

2011-04-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

Okay its time to blog although im not very sure whether people are still reading it , hahah if not i'll look like a retarded talking to myself hahaha!

so yeaaah ,block tests is over, been to sarawak, many things happened.
hahaha! firstly my results for block tests are shit, especially my maths which im sooo sdisappointed with it ah ... oh well, i've promised myself im gonna work hard now and by midyear im not gonna fail any subject !
:)

sarawak trip was okaaay, not much comment about it, tension there, smiley face.
hahahaa, however i must thank sheilaaaaaaaaa for lending me her camera and entrusting it to me.
oh my god i feel soo touched :)
BUT, SHE HAVEN SEND ME THE PICS !! ;P
hahaha!
Had an awesome time with her today, great mind thinks alike, hahah laughed till our pacs are out :)
Yesterday was even more awesome, nothing can bring me down man!
hahahaa, finally saw eileeen after not seeing her for quite some time, finally saw hannah played netball toooo ~ hahahaha! AWESOMEEEE :) AND I SAW MY IDOL too :) hahaha!
however not everything goes your way, my engine was on leave yesterday so yeah..

If i say i still love you, will it change anything ?
If it wont, then dont say a single word cause its pointless :)
stop harping on the past look forward please..
bye :)

love hurts like a piercing sword

2011-03-06T20:40:00.003+08:00

Everybody is talking about love, moving on , being there for them ...
hmmm.... lets follow the trend and talk something about it ?
hahaha! Kinda curious how does it feels to be really deeply in love....
What a hard question to answer cause no one knows :)

yeah, another weekend gone just like that..
Cousin's wedding is over, my work is almost done ? its officially one more week til march holiday, and so two for block tests.
AHHH, hate to remind myself about all the tests , but i seriously got no choice ;P

y'know sometimes i really ask myself whether i've moved on without you, okay i admit i kinda misses you at times ;p
lol! okay, bye.
eeeewwwwweeee feels so shy after saying that ;p
hehehehe..
okay im missing another you now :)

2011-03-05T16:31:00.003+08:00

Hey!!
Chinese result was rather disappointing for me but oh well that's what I deserve so yeah...
Anyway it's finally over yay no more Chinese :)
Watched my seniors getting their a lvl result yesterday, I feel kinda motbated to study alr but I really hope this feeling will last man!!
I need to do well and I must so I need to push myself even harder to study !! :)

Currently at my aunt's house in Malaysia because one of my cousin is getting married.
Hahahahah, the bride was damn beautiful in her gown I wonder how will I look in my wedding next time heheheheh...
Okay time to get ready, bye !

2011-02-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

Do y'know how hard i tried not to think about you ? but yeah, i failed.
dammmit.
kinda miss you, but no i should move on so shut up jody.

toodles, i need to find something to focus on.

2011-02-24T20:11:00.002+08:00

i cant, dammit.

2011-02-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, control.
It doesnt mean people dont do/say anything, means you're winning the battle.
and please stop acting will you ?
bye.

2011-02-20T11:44:00.002+08:00

hey peeps, almost one week since i blogged.
One week can change alot of things, and many things happened in in this one week.
Even a minute makes a difference.

My ankle is killing me, homeworks are piling up, tests are coming after me like some evil monster and the best thing is ..... oh well its okay .

Its coming to the end of feb, stress level is building up due to the number of tests being bombarded to us in one go, like next week im having 4 test!!

hmmm... i think im really turning into a no life freak, ahh someone turn me back to the me last time ! ;p

2011-02-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hey its been looong since i blogged, yesterday was valentines day just like other normal days.
hahahaa! studying ,training and how great kinda injured, oh yeah ~ lol!

okay thats all , ooops...
i miss you , bye

2011-02-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since i blogged, a long while.
HA! Chinese new year was like usual with ang baos, fireworks, pretty clothes, foood and more food.
hahahaaa, i think im practically grew like a few inch horizontally after i cam back from malaysia, but yeah my trainings burn it all away so it doesnt really makes a difference.

Most of my time now is spend on studying and trainings, nothing interesting.
Hope i'll be able to manage my stuff even better.
hahahaha!

troubles invites more trouble, bye.

2011-01-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hey, gonna blog since im taking a break now.
Today's assembly talk was about stress, its really ironic when people tells us that singapore students are considered the least stress among students from other country (i bet you dont know that) , its proven through datas and here they are giving us talks on how to relieve stress.
Isnt it kinda stupid , i mean the talks are useful but its like " hello you just said im the least stressed among other countries and now you're giving me a talk saying that im stress up?"
HAHAHA, oh well i guess the school just meant well.
CT was awesome, first time i didnt doze off during ct lessons, the whole class got to sit in a circle to talk about how we manage our time, what time we sleep and so on.. i cant believe some people get to sleep as early as 9 pm!! and some slept at 3+ 4 :O
i would have just slept on the floor anywhere if i slept at 4AM the previous night ! :P
hahahahaa, cant help it im a pig inside :p

Maths test on thursday is really stressing everyone out, nobody wants to fail i mean like "DUHHHH!!".
i feel like i've not enough time ( then why the heck do i still have a break now?!), especially when im having training tmr until night and by the time i reach home my body and brain should be half dead.
but oh well, i've to TRY to push myself to my limits of my limits ! HAHAHA!

oh yaaaaa, something real random, you know my current econs lecturer is daaamnnnnn freaking boring that tong and i was playing vege ninja during the lecture. urgh, he can just talk non stop with monotone voice.
its like a lullaby for me ~~
Maybe not only him , Ng was nowhere better i swear.
He just lovess to talk crap, ahhh i want maggie..

okay break is over, bye.

crappiest craps

2011-01-22T13:05:00.004+08:00

OH GOSH, MY BLOG IS A BORE.

okay , i really dont know what to blog nowadays , nothing much happening . HAHA!
i wonder how people blog like constantly, almost everyday :O
oops, isnt that like how i am ? i blog like almost every single day and more than one post per day.
hahaha, im really bored, so guess im gonna do something which im best at , talking crap.
Guess what im eating ferrero now and trying to waste my time away cause im having training later.
ahhh.. really got tons of work to do, but my brain just not in the homework mode yet thus im gonna start chionging tonight i promise :)
hmmm... lets toss volleyball and studies aside, and talk about something else.
This few days i keep having weird thoughts like what will happen after i die ?
where will i go, how will it feel like, how are all the people who died? and how long can i live? will the earth really die ?
All sorts of crazy stuff is going on in *point to my head* here, i guess all this are just my fear.
i fear of death, who doesnt, i fear the death of my loved ones, i cant afford to lose them all this crazy thoughts has been haunting me for a few nights. Thats why i havent been able to sleep in peace for the last few nights, weird right ?
i must stop thinking about all this im scaring myself, ahhhh.....

okay i thought about something to talk about, its some nonsense so actually you can stop reading if you are bored.
Lets talk about masks, what kind of masks ?
Masks are a tool for plays and also to hide ourselves. In fact, masks can be used in our real life true? People put on "masks" to hide their true selves, it can be because of fear.
Some people fear to show their true self to others, they fear that they may get hurt, they fear they may get cheated all sorts of fears. Are they wrong to do that ?
Ask yourself, arent masks the best tool for the real world out there ?

hahaha, bye.
ah, i think my blog is lacking of colours so im gonna start putting more pictures :)

zero value

2011-01-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

Its been one whole week since i blogged, ahhh... i had 2 tests this week.
Chem and gp, chem was a scam , studied so hard in the end it was a MCQ test , arg..
Other than that, nothing special happened.
Hannah was like my laughter generator hahaha, qiaohui was my motivator.
ahhh... feel so ;/ with volleyball nowadays.
Seriously , aiya i dont know la i dont wanna talk about it anymore, later chaos again.
i feel so uselesss now, i cant motivate myself, cant motivate my junior, feel so hopeless.

Went to TP to watch IVP just now, although the girls didnt win, they still did alright. Good job, hehe tp still the best :p
Okay, no mood to blog alr bye.

understanding

2011-01-15T01:15:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, nowadays i've been like a DSLR camera, my lens(eyes) cant seems to focus.
Ahhhhhh, keep seeing two teacher, hahahaha!
damn sian, but i'll survive i promise :)
so yeaaah, training has been alright nothing much actually.
Went to TP to watch IVP just now, ahh.. damn exciting i swear.
yay, luckily tp got back and won in the end yipppeeeeee, so happy.
When we're watching match im like practically pulling the whole railing out and shaking the whole table.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

i dont know la, y'know everytime we talk about that we will always end up quarreling and i hate it.
you're unhappy i explain to you, but you dont feel the same way.
Okay , maybe you feel that i dont understand how it feels, but for your info i do.
as you know i wasnt one of the main player in the yog team, i didnt get to play matches, sat on the bench the whole itme always kena say by that fatty.
ya maybe in the end i gave up cause of studies, but you're different.
i really hope you'll never give up and hang on ...

it has been raining for the past few days, kinda irritating when im wearing slippers hahaha!
cause my stupid slippers will become wet, idiot.
and im so tired now thats why im gonna sleep now, yes right now.

Before i go sleep, i thought of something.
i feel that things are different now, very different. i dontk now whats so different but something is going on somewhere.
okay, goodnight and sweet dreams people.
*poke armpits*

SAM'S EPIC FACE , MUAHAHAHAHAHA
i feel so evil :P

2011-01-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR , GOOD LUCK TO THOSE COLLECTING THEIR O LEVEL RESULTS TMR ! ALL THE BEST !! :)
Hope all my dsa teammates can come in, and yay no lessons tmr !
muahahahahahaha!
bye , im burned

2011-01-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

To be frank im kinda lazy to do the letter thing anymore , hehehe..
so here i am having nothing to do again.

went ice skating with nehneh, tong, and bel~~ hhahahaa! awesome, ebel was damn scared :p
hahahaha! it was so tiring but damn fun la, seriously.. after that went to chomp chomp then to nehneh's house :p
hahahahaha!

Holiday is coming to an end and nehneh is going back to sydney ): sian....
Spent alot of time with nehneh, tong , ebel, darence and joel aside from my teammates.
awesome time i had, but its time for me to settledown :)
sigh.... bored bye :p

2011-01-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

Come to think about it, 2010 wasnt the best year of my life but it indeed allowed me to grow.
I had awesome classmates, teachers(maybe not THAT awesome) , friends, team and of course my family.
Maybe my clique i started with at the beginning of 2010 was suppose to be the best clique ever, but turn out in wasnt but hey, who cares i still got my two best buds, Hannah nan and Tan qiaohui.
They are the ones that stayed with me throughout, encouraged me to study, forced me to study(because of their kiasu-ness, its affected me), played with me and was here for me.
They made my JC1 become not as bad as i thought during the june holidays.

Hannah nan
Although you wasnt the best comforter friend, you're indeed the laughter of my JC life.
You made my everyday so epic funny with your actions and the things you said.
I can still remember every single one of your joke actions and words.
hahahahaaa, i hope you have a awesome year ahead with me and qiaohui, amaze us with your crazy but unpredictable actions in 2011 ! :)
i love you.

Qiaohui
my awesome palmtree, you really pushed me with your chionging.
I swear everytime when you tell me you finished this and that, inside me im panicking.
you encouraged me, pushed me, inspired me, im really thankful with all that.
Although you like to say "stupid palm tree", i know you dont mean it hahaha cause im not stupid, hehehee.. but seriously thanks alot. Let's have a blasting year ahead together, love ya !

my best buds of my JC life.
Even with having my best buds for JC life, i'll never forget my best bud for my entire life.
Eileen lim.
i know im always not free to meet you, but everytime we meet up i'll feel so relaxed, so relieve, and i'll feel like myself.
i dont have to wear a mask to cover myself, act serious, act mature i can just be myself around you.
im really really really glad and thankful that i've met you, get to know you and have such a best bud.you're always there to cheer me up, always knows what to do when im down, tell me the truth, gives me your best opinion , eileen you'll never imagine how much i love you!
<3

Of course, i wont forget the two who made me always looking forward for trainings, Zuoyi and Kaiting
They are like my elder sisers in the team, they look out for me, take care of me, brought me into the team,encouraged me, trust me, comfort me.
im really grateful that i got to know them, really.
Although nowadays we haven't been meeting up very often, but to the two of you, you'll always stand a place in my heart, really.
I'll never ever forget the two of you :)

I got so much to say to so many people, like my other teammates, my nehneh who i clicked off so well with even when we didnt talk that much (love you!) ,my classmates and my some other friends out there.
but to this one particular you,
im not sure whether i should feel grateful for meeting you, but im definitely quite happy that i met you.
suddenly all my words ran away, i dont know what to write here, so yeah love you too!
hahahahaha..

thats all bye, for my greatest loved ones, i love you all.

Sleepless but awesome nights

2011-01-01T22:14:00.003+08:00

Happy new year everybody, hope you'll have an awesome and blasting year ahead ! :)
im sure i'll be having an awesome 2011, of course adding some stress, some pressure and some pushing.
New year, people move on, things change and im gonna change to adapt to it too !
Whats my new year resolution ? Actually its quite simple, i mean i have resolution that normally everybody will want.
Im gonna study hard, chiong my studies and volleyball.

This time new year, i spent it with my NY team as well, awesome :)
We went to xueer's house and PARTY !
some thing different this time was that there was only one drunkard girl, jacky .
HAHAHA! okaaay, i only drank two sips and i stopped.
play some new ipman game (that sam introduced to us), screamed, poke armpits,play finger game,monopoly deal,murderer, cards game and sharing of experience talks.
AWESOME.
Didnt sleep for the entire night, hahahaa after that went for mac and bowling with some of them who are still awake.
Got the highest for the second game, oh yeaaah ~
after that you should know what happen right ? hehehe...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz all the way until 1 hour ago ...
hahaha!

Ohyaaaaaaaaaaa, the night before yesterday , i went to nehneh's house for mahjong with joel, tong and darence.
HAHA! i didnt really play, i help them win some and lose some hehehe...
Took a nap, then went down to have some ice cream and kinect after that we zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz until 11+ and i went for training.
hahahahahahahahaa, i didnt had proper sleep for like 2 nights oh my........
but i dont mind cause i had a blasting nights , HAHAHAHAHAHA!

So yeaaaah, enough of partying i need to settle down :)
bye

Day 6- stranger

2010-12-31T19:22:00.002+08:00

Dear stranger,
actually I've no idea why am I writing this to you HAHAH! Like seriously I don't even know you man~
oh well, hello nice to meet you! Okay that's lame, totally. As you know I don't know you at all, so actually I dont really know what to write.
But hey, thanks for making the streets in orchard road so busy, squeezy and most importantly smelly. HAHAHA!! epic it's so smelly that I cant stand it anymore I have to tell you this cause everytime I walk to you I feel like piling what I've ate 2-3 days ago, you must be wondering I thought by then all my food should have been disgusted ? Wahahahahahahaha, let me tell you this I got a super stomach I can retain my food inside my stomach for damn long wahahahahahahahagahahaha, okay that's gross.
To be frank I have Nothing to tell you anymore you know why ? Cause you're a stranger and my mum told me not to talk to strangers they may try to capture you so..... Are you trying to capture me ?! Omg please don't ........ I think I'm too strong for you to capture me I'm fat too if you capture me you'll have to waste so much time and energy trying to lift me up hahaha! Okay that's all I've speak way too much with you alr that enough, bye stranger !

All that above was crap haha! Bye

Day 5 - my dreams

2010-12-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

My dreams, i dreamt about tons of things, some you could never expected it out from me.
i dreamt of being a model, a lawyer,a super star and the most recent on was being the best volleyball player on earth. Funny uh, but its true.
i always thought as long as you work hard, one day just one fine day you'll be able to attain your dreams.
But until recently, i realise i was wrong.
Other than putting in extra effort into it, you have to find the purpose of pursuing it first.
Without a main goal why you're doing it, you'll feel helpless, useless, or even inferior.
Maybe just maybe, im not the best person to say im feeling inferior, but right now i really do.
i lost my purpose of doing it, or pursuing it. I've no longer have that strong desire i used to have.
People around me are improving, some are even surpassing me.
i felt like, im useless especially when i saw that disgusted face you gave me. What made me felt even worse was when you encouraged the rest but not me.
You showed favoritism to the other players, which frankly speaking i hate it.
I hate it since the day i realised it, i know people who knows who im talking about will say " aiya just get used to it" but hey, just take it as im not getting used to it , or maybe i just hate it okay ?
okay shit, i just side tracked uh.
All i have to say to my dreams now are, you seem so near but yet so far.
i really dont know what to do now.

and i hates it when i just cant be not bothered about things.

Day 4 - your siblings

2010-12-26T14:47:00.002+08:00

Dear jiejie,
although sometimes i really feel like boxing you cause sometimes you're really damn sarcastic, i know you dote me alot and i love you.
Sorry for being irritating sometimes too, and please flush the toilet okay ? ;p
love you :p

Dear weiwei,
Sometimes i scold you is because you're really damn irritating and rude, i dont want you to turn bad thats why i scold you.
i know you also dote on er jie alot, love you okay ?
but hey, i also spent quite alot on you ah ;p hahahah!

XMAS, DAY 3 - YOUR PARENTS

2010-12-25T22:13:00.002+08:00

Merry christmas everybody!
hahahah, typical way to start a post on 25 dec of every year .
ahhhh.. christmas was awesome this year!
Met up with hannah and qiaohui for gift exchange and i swear i love playing monopoly deal with them! Its always so.... EPIC! HAHAHAHAHAHA! THE TWO OF THEM ARE DAMN FUNNY WHEN THEY PLAY MONOPOLY DEAL !
HAHAHAHAHAHA!then after that went to watch tron with lyvia, jacky and iris. OMG THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME !!!!
Missed the countdown cause we were still walking to sam's house, but we had an awesome time imagining if all those gadget shown in tron really exist. It'll be damn freaking cool !
HAHAHA! reached sam's house, played with kinect, laughed at the rest playing, eat, drink, play some finger game, got drunk, feeling terrible and i slept at like 4+AM.
That was right after i saw sam lying down sleeping, so i thought of having a nap ;p
okay , got up terrible headache, went for lunch then home and sleep.

Now im still having that terrible headache and flu, ahhhh....
oh ya, to keep my blog alive im gonna coontinue with the letter thing so that palm tree wont say my post so short ;p

Dear mummy and daddy,
i know i haven't been a really good daughter through my 17 years of life, but im really grateful to the two of you.
and i love you two ! :)

Day 2 - my crush

2010-12-20T11:04:00.002+08:00

Dear crush,
can i not crush you but instead i squeeze you or something ? hahahaha, okay thats lame.
so here goes, er......... hmmmm......ahhhhh...... how are you man ~ (ah shit, wth is that)
hope you've been enjoying life and not drown by stuff.
I'm sure you dont know this is for you but, yeah its for you cause im suppose to have a crush on you and when i do you'll usually not know about it except for my friends around me.
Ahh shit , i really dont know what to write to you cause i usually dont do this, damnit.
Actually when you write a letter to your crush , you'll just write alot of nonsense at the front and then "i like you" at the end ;p
okay thats all, hahahahaha pretty lame.

but too bad, i dont like my feelings/relationships to be publicize so much (:
hahahahahahaaa, bye wait for day 3.

Day 1 - your best friend

2010-12-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

My best friend, hmmmm.. everyone knows who is it .
She is the best crapper. listener, adviser, and my best friend.

Hey eileen,
hahahaha so funny writing you a letter here, y'know we're both not the very mushy type.
hahahaha! but here goes, know you for close to 10 years , oh gosh thats freaking long i wonder how we tahan each other ! HAHA!
Did lots of stupid things with you before, i mean when did we ever NOT have stupid moments right ? i love it everytime im with you, i always feel so... like myself.
HAHA! you always, always has the ability to make me laugh even when im so angry that i could just say a whole sentence filled with that f word, you are always there for me when i needed you( except for times where you're really damn busy). Im really effing glad that i met you, seriously i dont know how on earth did you tolerate my bullshit temper for so many years, especially during our sec school life where we started to get damn close.
My temper was irritating all my friends, or maybe even scaring them away(i guess) , but you didnt run like the others instead you stood by me, help me overcome everything, encourage me, listen to me, comfort me. Now, i have a more tamed temper all thanks to you :)
Whenever i feel down, you're always the first person to pop into my mind.
Thanks eileen , i love you ! :)

2010-12-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

ahhh.. so i come to this page once again..
hmmmm... i really dont know what to blog about but i shall just try to crap a page of post out.

actually i found this quiz thing at one of my friend's blog and i think its a good idea to keep my blog alive, or occupied. hahahaha!
so here goes,

write a letter for....
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

hahahaha so by doing this ( which im not sure whether it'll last till the last day ) im sure my blog will be darn interesting :p
hhahaha! so keep coming maybe, you'll see your name here :)
hahahahaa bye.

2010-12-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Since im rather bored now, so i decided to blog.
But to be frank im clueless on what i wanna blog about .
Have been procrastinating on my work for the past 1 hour you know how hard is it to start doing your work on holidays ?
i really hate forcing myself to study during holidays, no offense to people who loveeeeee studying i feel like a lifeless freak.
For this entire ( not really ) holiday, my life have surrounding volleyball volleyball and guess what ?
More volleyball, ahhh... i need a break from it.
I swear december holidays is always that period of time where i'll get sick of volleyball, cause every single day im facing it.
Plus all the disappointments and stress i face, urgh this sucks.
Ask me how many times have i really went out and shop for this entire holiday ?
i'll tell you i can count the number of times using only 1 hand o.o
seee, LIFELESS.

But yeah , lets not talk about volleyball or studies for awhile.
hmmmmm... what should i talk about then ?
ahhh, this whole holiday i saw many things, many sides of people and guess what ? (oh gosh here i go again, im gonna start complaining so hang in there)
its getting on my nerves, its kinda irritating especially after i come to JC.
I start to see the complicated side of everything, friends, family, relationships.
the most important thing is , i hate handling complicated stuff i really hates it .

ahhh... i think i should go and sleep now, time flies when we are sleeping ..
hmmm... maybe i should sleep through tmr, cause i got nothing to do then i wont feel bored either.
ah, shall consider this option bye.

accept

2010-12-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

ahhh.. this whole week was damn packed.
Monday was training, tuesday went out and bought a nice dress, wednesday was training, went to palm tree's house for econs assignment on thursday and yay ! we're like halfway done alr (:
After that chiong off to meet my family for my cousin's wedding dinner.
Friday was training ahh, B O R I N G !
Yesterday was another packed day, was suppose to go back to wrss but last min training was canceled, so went to meet zuoyi and kaiting ( finally) at airport to send kaiting's bf off. After that went to meet von, i felt like a pig.
Nothing was calling for me except all the tibits and food :) hahahaha!

today went to nex, holy hell where did all the people come from ?!
its was damn crowded, after that was suppose to meet my friend at town but something cropped up so didnt go .

seriously, its been long since i felt this. I know i shouldnt but something are really hard to control, especially feelings.
so yeaah and i swear i'll never put so much hopes on you anymore.
its either you take the initiative or you take the initiative, not gonna do anything anymore.
All i've got to say to you is : if you cant accept who i am then no point, agree?
hahaha so bye.

2010-12-01T13:17:00.005+08:00

GO GO KOREA ! :)

Im back from guangzhou, the trip was slack, slack slack.
The tour guide was funny especially the way he talks omg .. but he's kinda pooor thing too, cause no one was listening to him.
so yeaaah, i shopped like crazy , hahaha my luggage was like the heaviest i think .
i bought like lots of things, practically i feel like im crazy.
HAHAA!
the highlights was the taking pictures with the korea players, hahahaha !
i feel so high everytime i stare at the pictures, no.10 ftw man !
hahaha she's damnnn freaking good i swear !
my camera worth alot of $$ now, wahahahahahaha! :)

yesterday was friendly with jurong, dont wanna talk about it.
hahahahahaah! first ball wasnt good so yeah ..
After that went to BK for lunch, wanted to go kbox but it was too exp, then went to sam's house for xbox with lyvia, amanda left us after we played arcade at downtown.
Sam being a joke, she wanted to have a very "box" day so she went into toast box and artbox for a few secs to match our kbox and xbox plan ! hahahahahaha!
Played arcade and xbox at sam's house, lots of unglams HAHAHAHA!
but it was great, no i should say AWESOME ! HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Chatted till damn late with lyvia and sam.
Something epic happened, sam, lyvia and i was chatting half way i heard dogs chionging down the stairs so i taught its rocky(one of sam's dog which is less scary and active) in the end it was snickers ( a bigger size dog which is daaamnnnn freaking active). So yeah i didnt took cautions and snickers pounce on me, i screamed and pounce on lyvia HAHAHA !
In the end i had cramps, cause i moved suddenly.
HAHAHAHA!
okay practically thats all , im lazy to type any longer .
Training later gonna go and prepare now, so bye :)

Bon voyage

2010-11-22T15:20:00.004+08:00

Flying off in less than 24 hrs, hahaa kinda excited :)
but not as excited as two years ago, hehehe !
Shit, although its only 6 days but i got this feeling i'll miss you like mad.

damn it, short post cause im lazy.
ahhh, this explains im always lazy :)

p.s. i hope i can come back safely, i dont wanna die there :X
gonna fking miss you.

2010-11-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

Watching "Playful Kiss" now, recommended by joleen, i meant HIGHLY.
hahaha! not bad la, after the 1st episode which is kinda turn off.
hahahaha! ahhh... so tired.

Today is not a good day, tmr will be better !
bye.

surprise?

2010-11-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

Ah... tmr is a free day for me, but i feel like singing :O
hahahahahaa, who wanna go with me ? HAHA !
Training was pretty normal, urgh sometimes i hate my stupid hands itchy hands.
Almost full attendance , we were damn high, i swear ;p

The whole day all for myself tmr, yes !
Finally i can rest , woohooo... think my old injury is coming back :/

Trying to keep my post long, but i guess..... its impossible so bye.

2010-11-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

Im singing at the top of my lungs, oh yeaaaahh ~~

2010-11-18T21:45:00.001+08:00

Why am i making myself so unhappy , i should try to cheer myself up .
im living for myself, for myself.
im gonna remember that forever.

Independent.

2010-11-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

Hey peebopeeeboos !
This is gonna be a real short one.

I know its wrong to think that way, but now your actions kinda turn me.. OFF.
Maybe its just myself, maybe its just you or maybe .. its us.
Maybe from the start your character and mine just... doesnt match.
I know im like a bitch y'know ranting over here.
buyt yeah who cares, everyone has a bitchy side in them and here's mine.
You're so demanding, so .... hypo ? i dont know i really dont.
I dont know what kind of words can i use to describe you, suddenly..... you seem so far.

im losing trust in everyone, im drifting away too thats why now im doing my best to put things back into place again.
i finally said it out last night, i finally did.
i feel so much better but at the same time i feel so pathetic.
i always always wonder why is it me out of so many people ?
why me ? No one has the answer to it, neither do i.
Have you try feeling so terrible for .... 17 years of your life ?
why cant i just have what others have ? Sometimes i envy my friends, i really do.
But.. come to think again, what can i do ? This is my life, i have to face it no matter how.
Thats why im gonna stay strong, stay strong for.. myself.
im not gonne let you look down on me, no way.
Bye, staying strong not for you all but for myself.

2010-11-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

LOOK AT THEIR SEXY ASS !!

hahaha, im jealous hehehee, sound sick ;p

and this stupid bird just doesnt want to look at me i think its feather is more attractive than me :/

fake

2010-11-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

ZOO WAS AWESOME, more pictures @fb.

Today was totally the opposite of yesterday, the aura that everybody is giving out sucks.
seriously, and im so affected by it , damn.
but yeaah as what i've said left still have go on so, hey people hang in there alright ? :)
however , one sad thing is i bet next year our class is going to 1035 the boring class, shit i cant imagine man i think i'll just die halfway through and i wonder ... how am i suppose to survive next year ? :/

You know sometimes yoou really irks me, come on la you're doing so well, so stop giving the "oh man i m sad cause i think i didnt do well" face can ? Think for the people around you who did worst , wtf.
i know you getting attention form some stupid teacher, cause you're good. whatever la, do i look like i care ? no.
*Mouthing the three words*
I DONT CARE.

bye.

2010-11-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS MEGA MIND BLASTING!

I WISH I GOT DIMPLES ..HAHAHA !

ATTEMPTING TO ACT CUTE LA BUT FAIL, DOES IT LOOK FAMILIAR ? hahahaha!!

2010-11-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

You just dont get it, okay, no way im continuing this.
thats it, full stop, the end, no more.

do you know how good it feels when someone apreciates you ?

today was awesome.

Trust is the key

2010-11-11T21:15:00.003+08:00

Went out with palm tree and the usual guys clique, went seoul then movie.
hahahaa, watched "incite mill" , i think im like like some worm keep moving around cause i was damn freaking scared !
and there's one part where i shrieked when the whole theatre was quiet, damnn embarrassing stupid kenny and ivan keep laughing !
After that went to some nearby coffeeshop for dinner.

CLEARED.
After this morning, i've learnt that actually i should have more trust in you, and I should try to understand you more.
after all thats what it is suppose to be, right ? (:
Im gonna understand, i will and i must.

I guess for this so called holiday will not be a holiday for me, damn it.
it'll be called ' volleyball intensive days " , oh myyyy ~~
hahahahahaa,im gonna find some day and go for tanning session !

stupid palm tree ask me to blog longer, and now i dontk now what else to blog about shit.
Oh yaa, nowadays i;ve been fiddling with this new apps of mine called ' action cam"
totally in love with that app, oh yeaaah im lovin it !
the effects for it are awesome !
and i want a class outing, a real one with the WHOLEEE CLASS :/

im gonna trust you dont worry, bye.

2010-11-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

I tried, i really did, but nothing is working out.
I seriously dont know whats wrong, i dont know what am i suppose to do.
I think i did the wrong thing from the start and that is, to care to much.

Kampung day again, today was interacting with ahmas, ahgong and kids.
Talk to them, play with them, sing to them, dance with them, quite high, QUITE ONLY.
Kinda happy to see how the ahmas and ahgong smile when we talk to them, i think im hopeless with my dialect, oh man ...
Felt kinda sian when i cant seems to help you, damn ...
but i guess someone else manage to do that, oh wel..

so yeaaah, bye.
Moodless

2010-11-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

Im lovin it (;

Fate

2010-11-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

Dont know how to express it out, but sometimes i feel like a spare tyre i swear.
Its like im only needed when someone is not there for you, i dont want that to happen.
in fact i hate it, you understand ?

Went for SL project go some kampung thing in another words " im going to psycho you to become a vegetarian" place.
HAA ! Im serious laa, the things she said, kinda lame and some are dumb, not trying to be rude but yeaaah, pure dumbness.
"You may pinch some and smell/eat it" ha! the Oi lian keep telling us that , so some of us really did, and the "sushi" we were suppose to make are like "Sushi, not"
Nevermind, just *puke* the cashew nut sauce smells damn strong HA !
After that was ikea time, waah fun sial i love the showrooms, i swear.
Next time im gonna just import everything from there to my house ^^ HAHAA !
But i feel like im young again, i had fun hehehe !

I made it so obvious, when are you gonna get it ?
Guys are dumb creatures, bye.

How much longer ?

2010-11-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today was the last lap of PW, OP and its finally over !
Thank god everything were smooth, Q&A was oh yeaaaahhh !
Well done NY174, WE DID IT !!
To be frank the process was torturing aside from all the fun we had, but we pushed through and made it , good job hunks and a babe! :)

Service learning tomorrow with my class, yay we're going farming ! but booo.. its at tampines which is DAMN FREAKING FAR._.
Need to wake up damn early, oh maaaannn!!
but im kinda looking forward actually, i bet its gonna be fun,fun FUN!!
hahahaha!

No motivation to play nowadays, sigh..
Didnt i made it so clear , but you still didnt get it .. urgh..
How much longer am i suppose to wait until you get what i meant ?
urgh, bye.

i need you here, but you just didnt get.

Brain or ass ?

2010-11-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

Just bear with it pw is almost over, but actually i think i'll kinda miss the times i spent with my group. We seriously had lots of fun, but of course we met obstacles and difficulties too.

This few days is really pw, training, pw , training and im lacking sleep.
Serious, damn tired.
Nowadays i practically slept whenever i can, while standing/sitting in the mrt/bus.
OP was okay , but of course i still got rooms to improve.

Unexpected things happened, take care jane !!
hehehehehee, finish the chocolate, apple and your soyamilk and you'll be strong like before (:
and althoough i know its actually not really my problem, but seriously i got 4 words for you :
"You are so irresponsible."
think about it.

My knee and ankle is failing me, i can feel pain even just by standing , shit.
im so happy cause i saw my idol two days ago ~~
bye.

everything's alright now,

2010-10-31T00:28:00.002+08:00

Woah, i cant seems to feel my knee now, OH MY GOD IM LOSING MY KNEE...
NOOOO..okay im just kidding, but actually i'm scared that my knee is injured.

Lots of laughter today, seriously quite fun luh.
hehehe, everything's alright alr, woohoooo~~
i know you'll be reading this so... lets not quarrel or destroy our friendship over this kind of small small things okay ? hehehe, love ya ;p
okaaay , so ... nothing much too.
hahaha ! but yeah laa, quite happy today , cause i had fun i studied my chinese and everything is fine now (:

oh ya, yesterday went to watch the finals for POL-ITE, wah nice man !
hahaha saw my idol playing, shiokk !
still as good as ever :)
and of course they won, congrats !

and to my dearest palm tree, do not ever ever even have the thought of giving up or even failing your grade thing even before you try okay ?!
you're strong, no words, nothing can bring you down ! (:

im looking forward to the end of the Os, and my op+ A level chinese, ahhhhhh ~~
urgh, going to sleep already bye .

Emotional day

2010-10-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Today was extreme for me, especially during script checking.
My heart went for 100 rounds of roller coaster, up , down, upside down.
Improved some, most but its still as bad so dont wanna talk too much on it.
Econs was demoralising, like seriously.
others was .. whatever.
Following that was op training, quite satisfying (;
Pretty good comments for my group, so yeah keep it up we must work harder man !
Need to start memorising my script, crap.
Training was alright like, seriously i was not tired at all.
maybe cause the training was damn short, so yeaaahh... but, urgh cant perform damn it.
after that was crazy time, went to meet von and its been damnnnnnnnn long since i went crazy like that, HAA !
Totally went back to secondary school, crazy moments !
Had a awesome time, i bet tmr too (:

y'know what ? Now im already preparing myself for next year, maybe not studies la but mentally, i can totally foresee how next year will be.
Gonna learn how to be a warrior.
Today is an emotional day for me, bye.

2010-10-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

this is what PW is turning me into ....

2010-10-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Currently at palm tree 's house for PW, and pw is driving everyone of us crazy ~
But we had fun while having a tough time searching infos on google.
hahahaaaa, and google loves us i think ;P

Talking to you is an entertainment that i hope i'll get every single day ,
bye

2010-10-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

To be frank im pretty vexed up for this few days, pw was irritating as usual, i love my group but i hate the subject seriously.
OP is coming , and the thought of it makes my heart pound like a hundred pound stone hitting against my chest.
Things wasnt going on smooth for me as well, im not afraid to let people see this but seriously i want to play handball.
i want, i want, i want..!!
To be honest until now i dont see why we cant play, i know its all for the sake of our CCA, the team, you're afraid we might get injured our style might change, but come on its not like we're playing for long term, we're just going to play for like ...1 month ?
and volleyball is still going to be our first priority , so why cant we play ?
I dont understand at all, not even one bit.

Y'know what ? You made me realise things that i've never noticed, or should i say never tried to notice or accept.
im not your toy, im not for you to play with, not physically not mentally.
So dont think you can just take me for granted, yes i may have told you that i'll hold on but that will expire on the day when you make me give up and the day seems pretty near.
bye.

2010-10-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

Whatsup people, pw is seriously driving all the J1s crazy !
HAHAHAHAA!
PWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWPWW, alllaaammaaaakkk!!
hahahahaha !

Had beeen doing alot of pw this few days, from speech to powerpoint to filming.
Filming process was efficient, fun and AWESOME !
Lots and lots of funny parts which made us laughed like crazy,and it's overall rather successful.

Heard a news, and i find it damn ridiculous, who are you to control what i join ?
its my body, my decision yeah maybe you can control certain stuff , but this is not within your control.
damn irritated, by you.
If i really want to , you cant stop me.

Sick, dammit.
bye.

cherish,treasure,hold on

2010-10-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

Although its only 2 days since i last blogged, but it has been heaven and hell for me.
Had alot of struggle emotionally, but oh well....

this two days was relax, enjoy, slack and relaxxx.... HAHAHA!
But after this week i know im gonna be busy with PW, trainings and more PW.
OH MY GOOOODDD, HOPE I'LL SURVIVE.. * praying hard*

i realise there are many types of friends out there in everybody's life.
Friends that are meant to gossip, have fun, go out, talk about personal stuff, be there for you and many more.
Who is meant for what , its all up to you to categorize. Only you knows what kind of friends is needed, what kind is not.
Friendship is a really funny and complicated thing, its something like relationship but its not.
It needs mutual trust, understandings from both parties, and its a two way thing.
Having it one way will eventually hurt both the parties, not only one.
Some friends just come and go, but minority of them comes and stayed on for your rest of your life.
im really thankful for those who stayed on in my life, i really dont know how i can use words to express out how thankful and glad i am.
Those who came but left halfway through, i am thankful to fate let us know each other because you guys made parts of my life although you didnt stay but memories with all of you still stays in my heart.
To those i really care, im really glad that i get to know you. You know why ?
Because without you, i'll never learn how to care for someone, how to be there for people, how to even hold on to something i treasure alot, despite all the devil talks in my head and all the obstacles i had.

Life is short, you'll never ever know what is going to happen the next hour, the next min or even the next sec.
So instead of spending my time worrying about stuff , im gonna live my life happily and put in even more effort to cherish the people i care and love for.
oops, suddenly so emotional , bye.

starting

2010-10-14T23:36:00.003+08:00

i foresaw that i'll ache all the place and cant get off my bed like a deadfish , so...
self proclaim holiday :P
i feel so naughty for once, but..... its all for the sake of my health and today's activity is boring, lame and useless ;X
hahahahahahahhaa!

However, i still need to go to school because i need to go gym and have a mini ball training .
hahahaa, after that i was suppose to go for pw meeting but it was canceled last min so in the end i went to j8 with xueer to eat ! (;
Then went back to school for my first handball training, woah one of the drills is tiring,aching and it sucks ooops ! hahahahaha!
but handball is FUNNNNN !! ;P cause i get to whack people , HAHAA ! noo laaa ! its because its a new sports im learning so i love it now, right now, only now.
i hope the liking will last ^^
HAHAHAHA!

Due to cycling for two consecutive days and having gym+mini training+handball training,im aching like a piece of shit over here, especially my ass it hurts like crazy !
anyone wanna help me punch ? LOL!
bye .

up to you

2010-10-12T20:53:00.002+08:00

Im feeling more of relieve than happy cause promos are over, like hellooooo finally.
*phew*
went to J8 with palm tree, ate ya kun and ordered alot of toast. HAHA !
Halfway through there's this aunty she keep looking at us when we're talking my god damn weird ;X hahahaha!
after that we walked around j8 and i swear i think we go up the same escalator for like 5 to 6 times!
HAHA! so you can imagine how long we walked, after that we went home and i went cycling , shiooook!
HAHAHA ! it feels damn shiok to be able to get away from books and start moving my limps ! hahaha!
Joel was damn suay while learning how to ride a bicycle he had scratches all over but being a pro he managed to learn how to cycle within like 1 hour i think :O hahahaha !
the rest was , daaaammmnnn fasst ! HAHAHA !
after that we sat in BK and chatted, seriously they are damn epic ! HAHA !
i had a great time laughing at them (:

so.. promos are finally over..
hehe i hope, i hope, i hope, i hope i can take a break from everything hahaha !
cause i need a break from books ^^
bye

2010-10-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

Gonna share something cool and amazing with you guys and girls.
haha !
Just now i had a 5 mins chat with a 2 month old baby, hahaha!
we went " uhhhhh..!! " , "ehhh...!! " "pfttttt" and "gugugaga" all the way ,
haha although i dont really understand what we're talking about but i think he is complaining to me, and seriosuly he is daaaamnnnn cuteee!!
hahahaaa i guess im kinda talented in baby language , yay !
new language so dont be surprise if any of the days i start speaking baby language with you uh ! (;
HAHAHAHA!
how i wish i had a baby right now right here i bet it can cheer me up ^^

gugaguga, it means toodles ! (:
HAHAHA!

Its almost over..

2010-10-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hey , promos is over soon , yayy !!
im so happy, and im at level for mega jump woohooo , even happier ^^
hahahaha, then my classmates wont laugh at me :P
HAHAHAHA!
okay , promos was CRAZZYY.. after promos is going to be CRAZIER ^^
hahahahaa, im sooooooo goonnnaaaa PLAY ,PLAY PLAY PLAY and study .. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
But i think training will be taking most of my time away , aww mannn..
but heyyyyyyyyy, come on i still can have fun even when there's tons of trainings !!
cause i'll squeeeeeezeee time out to have fun , go out shoppping, go beach, go do things i've never did and of course im gonna start catching up with my dramas, i got like 3 dramas q-ing up just for me !
Got so many plans in mind , so many things i want to do with my friends ^^
HAHAHAHA!
of coourse i cant wait to get out of singapore for awhile on 23 november !
hahahaha! cant wait to go cycling tooo~~
heheheheheheee, two more paers to go , hang on there my beloved jody !
you can do it, just hang on ..
Dont worry , everything is up to fate now..
*pray hard*

2010-09-21T23:36:00.001+08:00

There's always that one special person, no matter what he/she do to you you just never let go.
yeah you, bye.

2010-09-19T00:12:00.001+08:00

helloo , if you notice im talking to you now like indirectly ? :/
Gonna shut up now and go study ^^

life is full of...

2010-09-18T12:51:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps ( Oh my gosh sounds like peee pooo pee boo) !
Oh well , who cares so starting off with how am i now in school..
Im fine but not actually fine , i lost and gain 1 kg so im still as heavy as i was before.
Im still stressing myself out, cause i need to study.
im still me , but with a shorter fringe which has officially been exposed on 17 sep 2010.
so ,yeah thats how i am now.

Life is full of cuts and bruises, life is full of ups and downs, life is full of left and right, life is full of hugs and kisses, life is full of hates and loves, life is full of books and more books, life is full of tall people and short people, life is full of you, especially now but not anymore.

bye, im stressed out, im drained, i miss you.

nananabanananananananaaa ! ^^

2010-09-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day for a special person in my life, Hannah nan !
Happy birthday to you ! ^^

Hope you've enjoyed yourself today !
hahahaha!
You're finally seventeeen ! <3

PALM TREE

2010-09-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

Since im bored and i wanna get away from studying for awhile, here i go ..
Dear Palm tree,
You're great because you're palm tree,
You're great because you always say "KANASAI" ,
You're great because you are damn chiong which will make me scared and start chionging,
You're great because you're 163cm,
You're great because you always want to hang me on a palm tree,
You're great because you love to eat cookies and cream,
You're great because you're jody's friend.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH ! ^^
Thats all now, cause my brain kinda stuck , hehehehehehehe !

Bye my greatest palm tree and friends !

Palm tree is one year older.

2010-09-09T23:43:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to my PALM TREE ! ^^

Hope you had a enjoyable time singing your lungs out , HA !
cause i had a great time , hehehee..

"Our global journey has finally come to an end sob sob." quoted Mr Ng Kim Teck.
So as what i've quoted last lecture for globalisation , then it was tutorial.

Celebration for hannah's (Advanced) and Qiaohui's birthday, hehe..
Fish and co. , the staff were friendly , damn friendly but one of them spoiled my cake surprise for hannah and qiaohui.

But oh well, judging from their facial expression i think they're still kinda happy so yeah , im satisfied .
HAHA ! After food, it was time for us to break all the glass in singapore, HA ! oh no, i meant beautify the whole world with our voices, HAHAHAH !
Sang for like almost 3 hours straight, shiok...
hahahaa, lovely voice they've got there, hehehee..
Lovely time spent with the two of them , really hope they've enjoyed themselves. hehehe !
Not goood at words, dont know how to describe how much fun we had, HA ! so... tooo bad :p

Everytime i turned and i saw, i'll feel.. urgh..
bye, training tmr in the morning ._.

2010-09-06T12:32:00.002+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words, so here's some pictures..

Spot my itouch ... HAHA !

oh my i've spoken five thousand words already , bye.
1 picture = 1 thousand words

i wanna stop guessing

2010-09-06T00:59:00.001+08:00

If its 11.11 right now, i would wish that i could understand and know what you're thinking or feeling inside.

2010-09-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

People complained that im updating my blog lesser and lesser, so here it goes..

LAST DAY OF TERM THREE IS FINALLY FINALLY OVER, YAY !
in another words, HOLIDAYS ARE COMING AND ITS TIME FOR US TO PLAY, RELAX, EAT , SLEEP AND PLAY, NOT.
casue we have to STUDY,EAT,SLEEP,STUDY,STUDY,RELAX ABIT STUDY AND STUDY !
hahahahaaaa, provided we'll have to be discipline !
NO DISCIPLINE = GONE CASE .

i've gone through this few days with mix feelings : Happy, Sleepy, kinda sad, disappointed, angry .
HA, feels like im a kindergarden kid " oh im feeling happy today ! "
okay , lame.

crap, why do i have so much to blog about last time , now i just stare at this post page and nothing comes out.
hehehehee, bye.
sorry for the abrupt ending.

Hell lots of fun !

2010-08-31T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hey , today was ... AWESOME, GREAT AND ALL THE NICE NICE WORDS !
hahahahaha!
NY's teachers' day concert was great ! i love the english club and the indian dance one the most ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! * dancing the indian dance moves*
I kept singing the indian dance's song, until hannah gave me her " huh? you're weird" face and qiaohui start covering her ears. HAHA !
The rest was alright, heheheee..
Went back to WRSS, woah ... tons of people .
Its simply hot, crowded and .... urghh perspiring all over cause... THE TEACHERS ARE WAY TOO HOT! hahahaa, but after awhile i cooled down because the CONCERT WAS WAYYYY TOOO COOOL ! hahahaha ! The theme was hollywood i think , freaking cool !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
After that was photo taking session, ran around to take pictures with teachers and friends, slacked at the our former 4e4 clasroom and in the canteen with my former classmates.
Blasting time laughing , talking and screaming todaaaay !! SERIOUSLY HAD A GREAT TIME !
and i love gathering and meeting up with my sec school friends especially those who made my sec school life hell lots of fun !
heheheheheheheheheheheheheehhehehehehe !!

After that went for lunch with kimyet they all, then caught the movie "Grown-ups" the person sitting next to me, poor thing cause i keep hitting him ! hahahaha!
Had dinner, then went to slack at civic . HAHAHAHA !

Thanks for everything , my friends !
you all definitely made my daaaaayyyyy !
bye.

p.s. pictures in fb ;p

2010-08-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

I ACTUALLY SPENT ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY STUDYING FOR CHEMISTRY !
*jaws drop*
IM-PO-SSI-BLE !
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah!

urghh... i miss you so much , i want you right now. please come quickly will you ?
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my dear holidays ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
so that i can study and play alittle ;p

Not the main point,

2010-08-27T20:27:00.007+08:00

Here's some pictures taken during this period of time

For the sake of people who still reads my blog, im gonna post a longer post today.

Things has changed, totally.
Maybe for example, my clique .
HAHA ! To be frank, at first.... at first i thought my clique would be the best clique in class, in JC.
In the end things wasnt how it seems to be, cause things didnt worked out.
We had misunderstandings, unhappiness between each other, different thinking, different way of communicating.
Because of all this differences, the clique is drifting apart, or maybe splitting.
I'm not afraid to say all this, as things are really obvious now.
I think even a stupid person who got a pair of eyes can see that.

PE lessons now are GREAT , totally awesome ! Played basketball, captain's ball with majority of our class's guys. I think everybody should start appreciating the beauty of PE lessons, HAHAHA!
Without anyone noticing, i've observed a couple of funny things going on among the people around me, i feel like laughing even with a thought of it.
*grinning to myself*
So as you can see, this is my entertainment in my JC life for now. Although it sounds abit weird... its still funny ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
No idea why but i feel kinda happy when.... hehehehe not gonna tell, oops too bad !
:P

Teachers' Day is coming, cant wait cause it means holidays are coming , yippeeeee !
But it also means PROMOs ARE COMING ! *insert shock face *
But oh well.. * face relaxes* its better for it to come faster than drag until the later part of the year then we have it, cause this means we got lesser time to really relax abit, do our OP and best, enjoy ourselves.

This few months, I've really realized a lot, and learn a lot.
If people cant/dont change, you change for the better. Why let yourself feel so unhappy with small little stuff right ? (;
Im not going to be like the me few months ago, im going to stay optimstic with everything in my life now, cause the world brights up for you when you brights up the world for yourself ! ^^

Now... what i wish for is ...
To have small,tiny and nimble fingers ! oh gosh , this is driving me crazy.... !!
crap, i just spend like 15 mins typing out this post, gonna carry on doing what im doing !
BYE !
i love everyone, especially you. HAHA !
(;

This guy is cute ! ;p

Other side

2010-08-25T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm.. Why should I say ?
This few days has been pretty okay for me i guess.
Serbia no. 8 totally brighten this few days! Hahahahahahahah! He is seriously cute la ! His side view looks like the young steven gerrard ! *screammmmmm*
Hahahahahahah! :P

Today was pretty bad i guess , got off at the wrong side of bed.
Wasn't feeling very good.
I feel like a pathetic sick kid , flu blocked nose sore throat , woa how great is that ? Hahahahaha.. Test tmr , gonna do last revision before I go sleep .
Bye and goodnight!

acceptable

2010-08-21T13:00:00.002+08:00

As seen, i've started to accept some stuff that is happening in my life.
I realise, sometimes... things are not within your control so you either accept the fact or go one corner and moan,cry all you want but no one will even give a damn about you.

I cried, i moaned , now im starting to accept how things are.
No point crying over it anymore, no one cares anyway.
Stand strong , stay happy for yourself not others.

Going for training now, bye.
See you in 8 hours time (;

2010-08-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

This few days has been a woah... hahahaa
Study, training, home .
Totally no life, typical no life life.
HA !
Gonna do my EOM , blog next time .

2010-08-10T13:28:00.001+08:00

National day celebration was.. wohooo a squeezy one.
Singaporean really knows how to squeeze.
er.. fireworks was great , awesome !

Promos coming, urgh...

equally.

2010-08-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so glad i met up with eileen today after school , its been so long ever since i 've laughed so hard.
Everything seems like its getting better, day by day .
i really hope time will heals...

Today was great during pw, pe, even during GP!
Holy hell, im actually saying that GP lesson is FUN ! O.O
okay , its because we had some sot of debate today, everyone's face is epic ! ._.
hahahaa, debated with joel first then hannah.
I think i laughed more than i debated, ooops !
but its kinda fun to see other people screaming at each other , HAHAHAHA!
Played captain's ball during PE, shiok ! (;

hehehee, im happy today ! (:
National day celebration tmr, means no lesson ! ;D

Treasure every moment

2010-08-04T21:22:00.005+08:00

Here to keep my blog alive, hahaha !
Here's some pictures of what i've been doing nowadays,its not in order uh !

How've i been doing ?
Lots of things happened, emotions went up and down, chionging my studies, chionging for volleyball as well.
Boring life, i guess.

Realise about alot of things

2010-07-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Woah, its been kinda long since i last updated uh..
Busy with homework, pw and trainings nowadays...
When i thought things around me are getting better, something will crop up in the middle of nowhere and here we go again ....
Really hope things will get better each day , i dont wanna spend my time in school feeling awkward or what so ever.

Teachers are coming really hard on my class , training has been really tiring nowadays.
Every training i feels like i've lost 1-2 kg of my fats, and i can sweat like one whole bucket of sweat. Everytime when i reach home after training, i feels like im falling apart, haha!

I must admit i still find it difficult for me to talk to you,
i guess that whole incident has left quite a big scar on me, hope time heals then.

i think i injured my left shoulder and my back slightly.
Its time for me to rest , ha !
bye.

Not badddd....

2010-07-19T23:55:00.003+08:00

Had a great day today ! hahaha, except for some awkward moments, but oh well i guess its cleared (;
hahaa, has been rather moody be it in class or lunch with clique and stuff ,ahah as usual uh act emo ._. LOLLL!
okaay laaa, tody is better cause zuoyi came for training for awhile , hehehe..
i love my pw group, cause im having fun ;X
i only got one proper lesson which is maths then its pe and pw .
and lastly , oral is over ! heheheee, but the teacher laughed at me i hope its a good laugh ;p

oh well, every good things comes with con tooo.
hahahaa, my left shoulder hurts before my training and now it felt like its gonna drop off anytime.
Im goddamn tired now, bye .

Anyway to my buddy monkey :
Cheer up uh, remember what i've told you ;p
HA! and thanks for today ! :)

2010-07-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Today was way better than the past few days,
lessons was boring as usual but im starting to like having PW meeting cause my groupmates are all awesome people ! ;D hahahaha!
Had lots of laughter with them of course with things done too.
Got back all of my disappointing results, i cant live without UUUUUU ...

Stayed back to watch some charity soccer match organised by my school.
The match was hilarious , at the same time boring.
HA! Have you ever see the ball stuck at the same spot being attempt to kick by the players thrice but the ball still stayed there ?!
HAHAHAHA!

hmmmm... starting work soon bye

Unexpected guest

2010-07-14T20:15:00.003+08:00

Blogging cause im not feeling good now, not trying to publicise la but anyway my blog's dead.
isnt that better ?
at least i wont get into some stupid trouble for typing out my feelings i guess.

Short day today, finished school at 11am went for lunch with friends.
Didnt talk much, i guess i just dont feel like talking..
Who knows what the reason may be..
i guess i've not been myself nowadays, totally.
But thanks to a few unexpected buds, i felt much better.
aha, life is unpredictable.
i totally agree with that man, who knows what will happenb next.
Maybe its not even one of my best friends who'll be there for me, instead its some "hard to believe" people who did.
I guess i shall learn how to NOT rely on people to cheer me up , i shall try to cheer myself up although it seems alittle impossible but i'll try .

im starting to lose trust in people, especially some.
It doesnt matter how long you've met that person, when its time, its time.
ooops, gonna finish up my work now, bye.

Taking it easy ..

2010-07-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

My blog is as dead as how i am right now, so tired after training.
But.... training was great today cause zuoyi, mingqi,sinyee,marilyn and yiling came back to train with us ! AWESOMMMEEEE ! ;D
Dont know how to put things into words, but i really had fun today ! ;D

Felt so shiok after i've completed my EoM plus i woke up at 11 plus am.
hehehee, the best is.. SPAIN WON !
hahahaa, expected, 1-0 .
But its a boring match although i only watched a total of 40 mins of the match i know its boring so i went to sleep , oops ;p
but oh well, spain won just as i've expected (;

school tmr, im going to start getting serious in my work from tmr onwards, no more YOUUUUU !
HEHEHEHEE,BYE.

i know its going to be hard,

2010-07-03T12:46:00.004+08:00

Hey people, exam is finally over, phew.
Finally can relax alittle bit, but soon its promo oh goshhhh!

Exams over, im suppose to feel happy.
I am , but somehow the happiness doesnt seems to be real.
Yesterday went to catch knight day , then went to meet zuoyi and kaiting.
Its was great , although the time spent was kinda short but i've really enjoyed myself around them.
At least i wont get a chance to start thinking, hahaha!

Training later, argghhhhh.. i feel like slacking, hehehee...
Sentosa tmr, shiokkkk !
Im going to come back being as red as a lobster ! WAHAHAHAHAA!
Hope tmr Grandpa sun will come out and smile to us !
okaaay, thats lame.
But i really hope it'll be a great one.

One day, one day i'll show you.
bye.

i want you back, can i?

2010-06-30T11:26:00.003+08:00

I shall blog while i still got abit of time left.

Left with two more paper to go , maths and chinese.
Felt kinda relieved that geog and chem is over cause this two is the subject i worry the most.
Geog was really rushing for time, while econs is all about investment, investment and more investment plus a little bit of inflation.
Chem, urghhh... im not sure what the qns is asking for so i just wrote what i've in my brain that seems like its the answer for that qns.
So yeaaah, this few days.. pass by quite quickly cause everyday is exam, study and sleep.

Of course, in between there's a little bit of slack time for me to rest my brain.
Things hasnt been going on smooothly for me, ups and downs.
People comes and go , some stayed some didnt.
i really hope time will fly past all the unhappy times.

My biggest enemy is my own self.
bye.

Far far away

2010-06-25T23:53:00.003+08:00

People are always not happy with what they have now, cause they want more.
when they start realising the what they have is enough, everything will be gone.

I'LL ALWAYS HERE

2010-06-25T01:48:00.003+08:00

Hey people, how have you been ?

Its been a couple of days since i updated my blog.
My days have been spent on studying, studying and more studying.
Its kinda surprising to some, cause studying and jody... hmmm.. it doesnt seems to have a link uh .
especially during holidays , ahaha!

Went back to wrss today, er i mean yesterday.
Damn fun , it feels good to go back and play with them again plus some of the seniors came back too , which seriously added on the fun (:
After that went to library with my little bro , studied and started taking photos with my webcam!
HAHAHA, took lots of pics , it was damn funny ! ;P

This is for someone i really care for :
Cheer up, nothing can bring you down , remember that !
i'll always be here for you, 24/7.
If someone wants to bring you down , i'll be here to lift you up again.
i promise (L)
(;

Feeling like a fool

2010-06-21T21:30:00.003+08:00

Feeling kinda sick today , actually not kinda is very.
Flu plus i feel damn tired.

Went to library to study in the afternoon.
hahahaa, nothing much to blog about uh, im bored.

stupid flu, i hate having flu.
bye

Care and concern

2010-06-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

Went out to study with zuoyi today, supposingly with kaiting as well but she cant make it :/
Ate at KFC , then went to starbucks to study.
hahahaa, not bad finished one lecture note and abit of econs but still have more.
damn , seems like its endless.
Nevermind, after studying went to shuqun sec to watch match .
woah, quite exciting .. hahahahaa how i wish i can jump as high as them .
Ohya, zuoyi and i lost our way while going to shuqun sec, woah i feel like im slimmer ;p
hahahahaaa, shiok !
;D
After the match , went to Ajisen at IMM to eat , then daiso.
walked around then went home.

kinda tired today, hahahahaha!
bye.

im going cherish even more

2010-06-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

I said maybe its time for you to leave, but i guess i just cant bear to let you go (:

This few days has been a blast , good and bad .
Today's training was alright, but kinda tiring .
nothing much to blog about.. LOL!
Going to study for the whole day tmr (:

everything's alright, im so glad C:
bye.

what rights do i have to choose ?

2010-06-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

its simple, i dont like it when you're physically here, but mentally with your phone.
i told you yesterday using an indirect way , but you chose to ignore.
i got pissed off, i dont understand why , why , WHY must you keep smsing him ?
You told me before he dont like it when you're out with him and you keep smsing, now i told you i dont like it too , how ?
you'll tell me that you're stuck in between, so now im helping you find the easiest way out .

Not trying to be sarcastic just trying to tell you what you wanted to know.

i was there, but where are you ?

2010-06-17T00:51:00.004+08:00

Its been quite some time since i blogged, many things happened.
Friends come and goes, some went missing from my life, some feels like they are leaving.

Sentosa trip was not awesomely fun but its still alright, chalet was great.
i felt like im graduating again, cause i can feel everything the sec 4s are feeling when im sitting there listening and watching the sec 1s,2s and especially the sec 3s .
Its really touching , even i feel like crying.
I guess its always sad to when people are leaving.

hmmmm... i dont know how should i be feeling now, cause i keep telling myself this time it wont be as painful as the previous time.
i kept myself thinking positively, thinking that im not going to give in cause this is not my fault.
i thought it wouldnt hurt, in the end all this are just to comfort myself i guess.
The fact is .. it hurts, but i pretended that it doesnt.
it hurts terribly inside, im not sure whether you'll feel that way too, maybe you do , maybe you dont, who knows.
i guess, this is really the end.
Friend comes and goes, maybe now its time for you to leave and carry on with your life.
Although i wouldnt want that , but yeah ... somethings cannot be forced.
Wish the best for you , your life and everything you do .

bye, i dont know.
If maintaining this friendship is so tiring, so torturing so energry consuming for you, then forget it.
I guess i'll never understand , never ever.

2010-06-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

am i really going to give up now ? :/

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2010-06-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

I feel so jealous when i see other people feeling so happy over certain stuffs, maybe cause this few days my life kinda sucks ?
Maybe its not kinda, it truly sucks.
Although it doesnt show, but my mood wasnt THAT good for this few days.
Seriously, i've no idea whats wrong with me.
i just feel so....... moody.
i dont feel happy at all.

Played like some shit today, if everybody got their ups and downs.
i think i only have downs in my life.

Nobody seems to truly care and understands how i feel, they just assume that they do and push all their own thinking into me.
i dont even understabnd myself how can i expect others to , so selfish of me.
bye.

CLIQUE

2010-06-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Some people seems to think that the world is forever revolving around them ,
but come on, its not.
People changes, but please do not change into a self centered person, although you're already one.
ooooops.

Met up with hannah and qiaohui, then went for lunch at swensen.
Had a great chat with the two of them , talked about lots of things.
Clean , dirty, funny, serious, cute and lots of stuff.
After lunch went to buy tickets while waiting for mac and audrey to come we went to a corner to camwhore.
Took lots of pictures, qiaohui left after that while mac, audrey, hannah and i went to watch the movie "The karate kid".
Damn nice la the movie ! hahaahahahahahaha , but its was damn cold until my leg numb.
But the movie was really great , hehehehee..
After the movie, audrey, hannah and i went for dinner.
Camwhored then went home .
Anyway, to mac,aud and qh
THANKS FOR THE CARD AND THE CUTE BOOOK !
;D

Yay, zy coming back later !! (:
Cant wait to see her sooon !!
bye.

Magical

2010-06-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

heeey, before i go out.. i shall blog .
uhhh. okay , obviously if not why am i here.
HAA!

Kinda happy today , firstly today my sleep wasnt disrupted cause there are no drilling today, yay!
Secondly, zy coming back today (: YAY !!
Actually is tonight- tomorrow morning ;p
and lastly im going out now !~~
HAHAHAHAA, i took like 20 min changing in and out of my clothes.
woah, so torturing cause after that i have to hang it all back into my closet.

Im aching i think is because of yesterday's training.
Oh yaa, about yesterday's training i didnt play well ):
cant seem to get it right, damn disappointed with myself man ....

ahahahahaa, bye.

Whats hope ?

2010-06-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

Why is it so hard to find a nice place to study ?
._.
ahahahaaa, i shifted like 3 to 4 places just to sit down and study ?
wth ?
At first i was at mac , then my laptop seems like its going to die soon, so i went to library cause the is power to charge my laptop .
Security chased me away cause i was sitting on the floor, went to the mac at causeway point ,in the end no seat.
Suddenly thought of mos , so went there no seat but i saw coach and miss lim.
Chatted for awhile, then decided not to study .
So in the end the conclusion is... i only studied for abit ._.

After that met up with xinlerk and went to NY for training.
oh my, played like shit.
Cant seems to get the feeling right, i feel kinda trapped ?
Hopefully i get it soon, sigh...

Dont pin too much hope, cause you'll fall even harder.
bye.

noise

2010-06-09T10:03:00.003+08:00

woah , im feeling kinda... ahhhh..
While im typing this post, my house is damn noisy due to renovation of my kitchen and toilets.
Seriously, i wonder how am i suppose to stand all this noise for ONE AND A HALF MONTH ?!
Anyone teach me ?
to add on with that , i need to study for my mid year, but under all this noise , someone teach me how .
i cant even hear my alarm clock this morning, and my house is in a mess ._.
Have you tried bathing in the same space as your washing machine ?!
Now i cant even hear myself think, oh god..
i really hope this will come to an end ~~
i guess i'll go prepare now and go to the library to study !
blog later , bye.

2010-06-08T12:02:00.003+08:00

Currently at Qiaohui's house doing PW .
ohhhh myyyy, my head feeels so heavy , and it kinda aches.
Cant seems to sleep last night, sigh..

hmmmm... i think i'll be spending most of the time of my day at her house uh .
HAHAHAAA! then maybe i'll go back to wrss and play.
oh well, going to start work again,
bye.

2010-06-07T22:09:00.001+08:00

Stayed at home for the whole day, woah what a achievement.